Tuesday, November 3, 2009 / 5:11 PM
weather: cloudy
4th November 2009
music: -
event: 6 days left before A levels.
haha. I kindda know I havent and I shouldnt be touching this place at this point in time, but yeah, i'll be updating this place right after A levels okay. haha. so worrying la, like 6 days left. haha. sighs. Anyhow, whilst trying my best working hard, worrying sick for As, etc. I know that im gonna have to give this one my best ever shot, ever. Yes can do this. hahaha. anyhow, yesterday was kooma's bday, and yup, haha, saw jojo and chloe again. Its really just, weird, but whenever you see them, it's just somehow your troubles are just gone. haha. perhaps Im exaggerating, but yeah lor. sighs. haha. anyhow, yeah, am gonna be enlisted to NS on the 11th December 2009, which is gonna be quite soon. nevertheless, ill be chionging hard for As, and yup, doing stuff that I wanna do/can afford to do before I go in.
okay, good luck everyone! jiayou(:
-jErM
4th November 2009
music: -
event: 6 days left before A levels.
haha. I kindda know I havent and I shouldnt be touching this place at this point in time, but yeah, i'll be updating this place right after A levels okay. haha. so worrying la, like 6 days left. haha. sighs. Anyhow, whilst trying my best working hard, worrying sick for As, etc. I know that im gonna have to give this one my best ever shot, ever. Yes can do this. hahaha. anyhow, yesterday was kooma's bday, and yup, haha, saw jojo and chloe again. Its really just, weird, but whenever you see them, it's just somehow your troubles are just gone. haha. perhaps Im exaggerating, but yeah lor. sighs. haha. anyhow, yeah, am gonna be enlisted to NS on the 11th December 2009, which is gonna be quite soon. nevertheless, ill be chionging hard for As, and yup, doing stuff that I wanna do/can afford to do before I go in.
okay, good luck everyone! jiayou(:
-jErM
Friday, October 2, 2009 / 8:50 PM
weather: cloudy
3rd October 2009
music: gee-snsd, into the new world- snsd, a goose's dream-Beethovens virus OST
event: mid autumn's festival
one day after prelims, im feeling so bushed, and taking these few days to recharge before heading on to the final battle. haha. new blogskin, nice and simple aye. haha. though it still took me sometime. yeah man, going mad over quizzes on facebook, tampering with blogskins, bloghopping, msn, ROCK RIOT. YEAH MAN YEAH. HAHA. and going crazy,and well, since this place is so dead, cos, theres no event to update at all instead of studying studying and, sighs, more studying, im just so happy that i can put it down for a while. Yes i need this break, before all the reality, drama and horror returns next week. D;.
anyhow, Ive also removed the music/mp3 player segment, haha, cos i figured out that it could annoy people, and yeah. haha. but really, life has been stressful of up to late, its not as though ive not been working hard. yes, but i really am very tired. Better take the chance this week to rest off.
anyhow! Pseudo class is going to ECP later at 5 to roller blade, cycle and stuff. haha. looking forth and yes, im going to bring my camera! I hope that the weather would be windy later! hahaha. because, tmr, its intensive econs tuition the whole day. haha. sighs. all rights, off to listen more to snsd and super junior. hahaha. and maybe when i return shall blog abit bout todays trip.
anyhow, everyone, you have to hang in there okay, be it promos or As, I really wish that everyone will do well I hope, must give it the last push, effort, and inject it at full blast to the skins of these exams all right!
all right, ill cya guys round!
-jErM
p.s. anyhow, i really miss 74067, really wish to go back and touch it again, but i guess cannot alr. boohoo. so, im going to buy a flute after As and train back again, tried dions flute and i sounded super loud and air-ier. sian la, all my prowress gone. hahahah. ahh well! catch ya guys round.
3rd October 2009
music: gee-snsd, into the new world- snsd, a goose's dream-Beethovens virus OST
event: mid autumn's festival
one day after prelims, im feeling so bushed, and taking these few days to recharge before heading on to the final battle. haha. new blogskin, nice and simple aye. haha. though it still took me sometime. yeah man, going mad over quizzes on facebook, tampering with blogskins, bloghopping, msn, ROCK RIOT. YEAH MAN YEAH. HAHA. and going crazy,and well, since this place is so dead, cos, theres no event to update at all instead of studying studying and, sighs, more studying, im just so happy that i can put it down for a while. Yes i need this break, before all the reality, drama and horror returns next week. D;.
anyhow, Ive also removed the music/mp3 player segment, haha, cos i figured out that it could annoy people, and yeah. haha. but really, life has been stressful of up to late, its not as though ive not been working hard. yes, but i really am very tired. Better take the chance this week to rest off.
anyhow! Pseudo class is going to ECP later at 5 to roller blade, cycle and stuff. haha. looking forth and yes, im going to bring my camera! I hope that the weather would be windy later! hahaha. because, tmr, its intensive econs tuition the whole day. haha. sighs. all rights, off to listen more to snsd and super junior. hahaha. and maybe when i return shall blog abit bout todays trip.
anyhow, everyone, you have to hang in there okay, be it promos or As, I really wish that everyone will do well I hope, must give it the last push, effort, and inject it at full blast to the skins of these exams all right!
all right, ill cya guys round!
-jErM
p.s. anyhow, i really miss 74067, really wish to go back and touch it again, but i guess cannot alr. boohoo. so, im going to buy a flute after As and train back again, tried dions flute and i sounded super loud and air-ier. sian la, all my prowress gone. hahahah. ahh well! catch ya guys round.
Friday, September 18, 2009 / 7:16 AM
weather: cloudy, rainy
18th september 2009
music: ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni OST, gee-SNSD
Im feeling damn demoralized now man. seriously. its just the first day of prelims, and yet, i think ive already found so many errors with myself already. oh manz. Smack right in the middle of prelims, i totally know that i shouldnt be, and dont have the capacity and time to even feel like that. But im just so demoralized. There're still many more papers to go, and yeah, battle morale is so low now man. I dont know whats wrong, but just im just feeling so damn sad right now. gah. nvm la. i have to buck up. Chionged abit of chem today. Ill have to keep trying man. left eyes twitching alot, right sometimes, oh manz. really hope that it'll stop twitching but im feeling so uber tired now. Maybe should rest and wake up early morrow to chiong abit of math, then ill head on to econs.
man, this sucks.
-jErM
18th september 2009
music: ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni OST, gee-SNSD
Im feeling damn demoralized now man. seriously. its just the first day of prelims, and yet, i think ive already found so many errors with myself already. oh manz. Smack right in the middle of prelims, i totally know that i shouldnt be, and dont have the capacity and time to even feel like that. But im just so demoralized. There're still many more papers to go, and yeah, battle morale is so low now man. I dont know whats wrong, but just im just feeling so damn sad right now. gah. nvm la. i have to buck up. Chionged abit of chem today. Ill have to keep trying man. left eyes twitching alot, right sometimes, oh manz. really hope that it'll stop twitching but im feeling so uber tired now. Maybe should rest and wake up early morrow to chiong abit of math, then ill head on to econs.
man, this sucks.
-jErM
Saturday, August 29, 2009 / 7:13 PM
Weather: rainy
30th August 2009
music: ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni- OST
30th August 2009
music: ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni- OST
帅呆了！真的帅呆了！哈哈！woa finally, another cert back here with me alr.(:. hahahaha. yay! at least now its settled. haha. my life saving course, well at least for the year, thats if i get into NS during December. haha. Theres tuition later cos i decided to pon yesterday's one cos i was doing chem/math. so ya loh. YES. hahahahahhaha. and now, all thats left is NS. and then ill trim out my belly and like AAAAAHH! hahahhaha! then earn some muscles! yay. and then shock everyone like later in next year. yes, i can do this(:. hahaha. but for now, yeah. thats cool man. love the cert. haha.
yup. okay i think im going back to study for now. oh mans. I hope i didnt waste too much time alr. yes i must jiayou. today's gonna be a good day. and next week's gonna be a great week :D. hahaha. yay. mmm. but im still wondering whether i should go back HSC/MBS this year. but i think i should at least go take a peek. haha. okay for now, im going back to my books. yes. lets do well this prelim. last chance last chance! lets go!
-jErM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 / 8:18 AM
weather: Cloudy
26th august 2009
music: You and Me-lifehouse
event: vans bday
lol. month of bdays. vans, xys, s's one this friday, here and there everywhere.
Im discouraged, disheartened. I needa find the strength and motivation to get myself back on track.
20-22 days left. Im scared and frightened stiff. So much to study. But im just gonna try my best.
With this phrase that has always worked best on me since ive ever got in here.
"last time, last time. The VERY LAST exam here alr. LAST TIME. must do it. and give it your best shot. must really jiayou, cannot be like that alr"
well, apart from that, sucumbing to the temperaments of others. I really dont understand why, sometimes we can just fight over small stuff, we can just get scared of others for no particular reason. and well, just i dont know. Home now is like. mmm. Nai's a lot better. :D. thats the good part, but well. hahaha. All she does, literally, is watching TV and sleeping. haha. Cool hor. Oh yeah, and oftenly asking me and my sisters, (my sisters, esp S) to do stuff. But aiya, its okay. hahaha.
and well, to be honest, D, im really sorry. Ive already have had enough man. Mornings, and nights, whenever i greet you and its like, theres no response. Its a kindda happy then greet thing, not happy then dont greet thing. and like, whatever happened to all the Sundays that we all used to spend together. With you bringing us out for lunches/dinners and stuff. I know that now, the ever so impending prelims and A levels are coming up. But i dont know. Somehow, I feel myself distancing from you already. Somehow, all i can say is that, I dont know about you, and you dont know about me. Somehow, I really wish that we could learn to understand each other better. Sometimes I wish that you can like go swimming with me, or teach me cool stuff like what I see on TV and movies. Perhaps im fantasizing too much. and yeah, but then, somehow, have you ever asked how stressed I am at school? or hows school? not even a word. I know work's tough, but somehow or other, why dont you just try school now man. seriously. its not as easy as it looks. Somehow i wish that I could open up to you. But whenever I leave home, youre still sleeping, and whenever Im asleep then you return home. And well, even if when both of us are around, if its not asking me to do this, is do that. Whenever us 4 are doing work, also will kenna asked to do something. Somehow, Mum's knowing all the things that're happening in my life. I know that youre providing for us, as the breadwinner and everything, but, somehow, I just wish that more time could be spent. Thats why, sometimes i wonder whatever happened to all the Sunday dinners. Its been long since our family had a good time sitting down, just for a dinner. ALL 6 of us. but you know what. With my A levels, with my sisters' O levels, with my another sister's streaming exams, and the current recession and stress. I guess, i dont forsee that very soon. Nvm. just take it that im ranting. humph. Its jc when we are all supposed to get even more mature. Surprisingly, in ways, we are all still childish man.
Discouraged. disheartened. worried sick.
but still, last time last time last time! I can do it! jiayou jiayou. i can do it. have to pull myself back man. yes i must.
-jErM
26th august 2009
music: You and Me-lifehouse
event: vans bday
lol. month of bdays. vans, xys, s's one this friday, here and there everywhere.
Im discouraged, disheartened. I needa find the strength and motivation to get myself back on track.
20-22 days left. Im scared and frightened stiff. So much to study. But im just gonna try my best.
With this phrase that has always worked best on me since ive ever got in here.
"last time, last time. The VERY LAST exam here alr. LAST TIME. must do it. and give it your best shot. must really jiayou, cannot be like that alr"
well, apart from that, sucumbing to the temperaments of others. I really dont understand why, sometimes we can just fight over small stuff, we can just get scared of others for no particular reason. and well, just i dont know. Home now is like. mmm. Nai's a lot better. :D. thats the good part, but well. hahaha. All she does, literally, is watching TV and sleeping. haha. Cool hor. Oh yeah, and oftenly asking me and my sisters, (my sisters, esp S) to do stuff. But aiya, its okay. hahaha.
and well, to be honest, D, im really sorry. Ive already have had enough man. Mornings, and nights, whenever i greet you and its like, theres no response. Its a kindda happy then greet thing, not happy then dont greet thing. and like, whatever happened to all the Sundays that we all used to spend together. With you bringing us out for lunches/dinners and stuff. I know that now, the ever so impending prelims and A levels are coming up. But i dont know. Somehow, I feel myself distancing from you already. Somehow, all i can say is that, I dont know about you, and you dont know about me. Somehow, I really wish that we could learn to understand each other better. Sometimes I wish that you can like go swimming with me, or teach me cool stuff like what I see on TV and movies. Perhaps im fantasizing too much. and yeah, but then, somehow, have you ever asked how stressed I am at school? or hows school? not even a word. I know work's tough, but somehow or other, why dont you just try school now man. seriously. its not as easy as it looks. Somehow i wish that I could open up to you. But whenever I leave home, youre still sleeping, and whenever Im asleep then you return home. And well, even if when both of us are around, if its not asking me to do this, is do that. Whenever us 4 are doing work, also will kenna asked to do something. Somehow, Mum's knowing all the things that're happening in my life. I know that youre providing for us, as the breadwinner and everything, but, somehow, I just wish that more time could be spent. Thats why, sometimes i wonder whatever happened to all the Sunday dinners. Its been long since our family had a good time sitting down, just for a dinner. ALL 6 of us. but you know what. With my A levels, with my sisters' O levels, with my another sister's streaming exams, and the current recession and stress. I guess, i dont forsee that very soon. Nvm. just take it that im ranting. humph. Its jc when we are all supposed to get even more mature. Surprisingly, in ways, we are all still childish man.
Discouraged. disheartened. worried sick.
but still, last time last time last time! I can do it! jiayou jiayou. i can do it. have to pull myself back man. yes i must.
-jErM
Saturday, July 25, 2009 / 10:36 AM
im just feeling really tired now, omg, can i give up? but still, its 4 more months. aiyo, results like that. then, mmm, nvm, yes, i should press on.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 / 5:23 AM
weather: cloudy
19th July 2009
Music: can you hear me-beethoven's virus OST
jogeumman apado nunmulnayo
gaseumi solichyeoyo
geudae apeul geudae gyeoteul jinamyeon
ontong sesangi geudaeinde
geudaeman geulineunde
geudae apeseon sumeul jukyeoyo
naege geudaega inyeoee anin geucheoreom
geujeo seuchinun sunganin geulcheoreom
seupgae nal jinajineun geudae gyeotae
ddo dagaga han georeumjocha
chae ttel su eopseuljeelado
seoseongige hae nunmuljigae hae..
babocheoreom aeecheoreom
charalee geunyaeng oseobeoryeo
jeomjeom daga seolsurok
jaggu geobi najiman
ee sarangeun meomchul suga eopnaboa
wae nae sarangman deodingeojyo
nae sarangman himdeuljyo
geudae apeul geudae gyeote isseodo
ontong sesangi geudaeinde
geudaeman boeenunde
geudae apeseon nan meon goman boayo.
naege geudaega ggok majimak in geocheoreom
naege majimak sunganin geochureom
seupge nal jinachineun geudae gyeotae
ddo dagaga hangeoryeom jocha
chae ttel su eopseuljilado
seoseongige hae nunmuljigae hae..
babocheoreom aeecheoreom
charali geunyaeng oseobeoryeo
jeomjeom daga seolsurok
jaggu geobi najiman
ee sarangeun meomchul suga eopnaboa
meon balchiseo na jamshilado
geudae balabol su isseodo
geuge sarangijo
hoksi ee gidalimi ee geuriumi
daheul ttaemyeon deulil ttaemyeon
charali moleun cheok haejeukyo
geudaeyege galsurok jaggu geobi najiman
ee sarangeun momchul suga eopneyo
<333. I havent found the english translation yet. But im very sure that one of the lines is,
"its like as though youre not my fated girl"
lol. anyhow, grandma entered hospital. oh man, i hope she recovers soon. She was having a fever yesterday when i visited her. omg, hope she'll be fine. pls pls pls. Anyhow, have been planning my timetable till prelims, and thank god, i feel slightly relieved that at least, i have a plan. and thank god that prelims have been moved till the 3rd week. Last chance, last chance, lets do this thing. I CAN DO IT. GO JERMS. im gonna stop being such a stupid boy anymore. yes haha. LETS GET INTO UNI FUPPY PARA PARA BOY(:. YAYYYY! HAHA. anyhow, yeah, i really hope that i'll have the disipline to stick to it, cos everytime timetables only work for a week. oh man. pls pls.):. hahaha. so here goes nothing. JERM, SUCCESS! YAYYY. HAHA. omg, im going mad. but still, oh man, hope to hear from parents soon, worried sick for grandma.
anyhow, sisters are always so annoying. haha. but its okay. sighs. okay lets do this thing.
haha.
omg, gotta stay focused. grah. haha.
jiayou everyone. omg.
-jErM
19th July 2009
Music: can you hear me-beethoven's virus OST
jogeumman apado nunmulnayo
gaseumi solichyeoyo
geudae apeul geudae gyeoteul jinamyeon
ontong sesangi geudaeinde
geudaeman geulineunde
geudae apeseon sumeul jukyeoyo
naege geudaega inyeoee anin geucheoreom
geujeo seuchinun sunganin geulcheoreom
seupgae nal jinajineun geudae gyeotae
ddo dagaga han georeumjocha
chae ttel su eopseuljeelado
seoseongige hae nunmuljigae hae..
babocheoreom aeecheoreom
charalee geunyaeng oseobeoryeo
jeomjeom daga seolsurok
jaggu geobi najiman
ee sarangeun meomchul suga eopnaboa
wae nae sarangman deodingeojyo
nae sarangman himdeuljyo
geudae apeul geudae gyeote isseodo
ontong sesangi geudaeinde
geudaeman boeenunde
geudae apeseon nan meon goman boayo.
naege geudaega ggok majimak in geocheoreom
naege majimak sunganin geochureom
seupge nal jinachineun geudae gyeotae
ddo dagaga hangeoryeom jocha
chae ttel su eopseuljilado
seoseongige hae nunmuljigae hae..
babocheoreom aeecheoreom
charali geunyaeng oseobeoryeo
jeomjeom daga seolsurok
jaggu geobi najiman
ee sarangeun meomchul suga eopnaboa
meon balchiseo na jamshilado
geudae balabol su isseodo
geuge sarangijo
hoksi ee gidalimi ee geuriumi
daheul ttaemyeon deulil ttaemyeon
charali moleun cheok haejeukyo
geudaeyege galsurok jaggu geobi najiman
ee sarangeun momchul suga eopneyo
<333. I havent found the english translation yet. But im very sure that one of the lines is,
"its like as though youre not my fated girl"
lol. anyhow, grandma entered hospital. oh man, i hope she recovers soon. She was having a fever yesterday when i visited her. omg, hope she'll be fine. pls pls pls. Anyhow, have been planning my timetable till prelims, and thank god, i feel slightly relieved that at least, i have a plan. and thank god that prelims have been moved till the 3rd week. Last chance, last chance, lets do this thing. I CAN DO IT. GO JERMS. im gonna stop being such a stupid boy anymore. yes haha. LETS GET INTO UNI FUPPY PARA PARA BOY(:. YAYYYY! HAHA. anyhow, yeah, i really hope that i'll have the disipline to stick to it, cos everytime timetables only work for a week. oh man. pls pls.):. hahaha. so here goes nothing. JERM, SUCCESS! YAYYY. HAHA. omg, im going mad. but still, oh man, hope to hear from parents soon, worried sick for grandma.
anyhow, sisters are always so annoying. haha. but its okay. sighs. okay lets do this thing.
haha.
omg, gotta stay focused. grah. haha.
jiayou everyone. omg.
-jErM
